The First Wild Axolotl
It is during the fourth month of rain that the axolotl arrives. It is not ordinary. An ordinary axolotl will have black pinhead eyes, unblinking, ringed with a nuclear neon glow. This axolotl’s eyes are blue, gray-flecked, framed by a fringe of lashes. They blink: seeing, unseeing; seeing, unseeing.
I recognize my daughter immediately.
She is present in the smile, too: that slim, eerily stoic grin; mirth in mouth alone.





