Tulip Garden
I shoved them in the ground shallow
and uneven in my backyard
on a misty day at the start
of December. My pouches of peeling
bulbs from the grocery store were already
beginning to rot, but imagining a small
catalog of popping colors, peach and purple,
pink and white,
I planted them anyway.
I wondered if I’d dug deep enough,
if the bulbs were too old. For weeks
I predicted spring melting the snow
to reveal
a barren strip of dirt,
the curling shoot of a singular
yellow-wilted leaf like a tired flag
announcing all the death
below. But March broke
the crust of ice and there they were,
hard knots of green bursting
their small heads
through the cold dirt, hovering just
above the ground.
Except for one—gnawed off, it was nearly gone.
I thought I saw the rabbit run.
Afterward, worried, I fantasized
of vermin, of a grown garden full
of headless stems, fragile and waving
stiff in the wind, leaves all chewed
like the ears of an unloved dog.
But then came April, and May after,
I got tired of wringing my hands,
and the tulips grew and were still growing.
Some were planted too close, others too far, but still
each morning they were yawning open
towards the sun.
Even the bitten one bloomed two petals.
Cassandra Baliga is a graduate of PFW with a B.A. in English and a concentration in writing. Her poetry has appeared in multiple journals, including Cold Mountain Review, Sheila-Na-Gig, Lucky Jefferson, and GRIFFEL. She is also a two-time winner of the DeKalb Snowbound Writers’ Poetry Contest.





