Ars Poetica at the Bar Formerly Known as The Wall
haute couture, touch parade, codex of refusal, faux doughnut, authentic glaze, fat white, flat cat
hair, stick & poke baby, poetry is willing the infection out the page, a strain of silk like a virus up
the esophagus & into another’s mouth—
rust hanky, not the cowboy but his horse, femme gays, t-girls & t-boys, stone butch lesbians,
genderfuckers, anarcho-queers, those who have yet to be, those who wear poetry like a tear in the
brain, those who wear poetry like a bullet behind the ear, a crown of laurels for the bar fly,
another champagne year because our mothers, all of them, are dying.
I am a handcrafted thing, an enjambment bending bones into Delphic shapes, plucked, the arms
akimbo, I march towards
the blushing dark, we both know that sweat smell, that faux glow, that real poem, we slip the
teardrop out its throat, holding hands holding our sex over & into—
here you & I reach through
the gash of stanza.
Jacob R. Benavides is a poet from Corpus Christi, TX who is currently pursuing an MFA in Creative Writing at Oklahoma State University. Their work appears or is forthcoming in Mississippi Review, Beaver Magazine and HAD among others. They were also a finalist for the 2024 Mississippi Review Poetry Prize.