On Trying To Guess My Newly-Dead Father’s Computer Password
[poetry]
check under the keyboard because that generation no
try: [my name + sister’s name] he liked me more no
try: [sister’s name + my name] or maybe her no
try: [childhood dog’s name] it’s the most common no
try: password lord, don’t let it be no
try: buildcommunity all he ever wanted to do no
try: Bu1ldC0mmun1ty but no
try: humanity the last thing he asked for no
try: [his birthdate] it multiplies: [day] x [month] = [year] no
TWO TRIES REMAIN BEFORE YOUR ACCOUNT WILL BE LOCKED
ARE YOU A ROBOT? no
:: click on crosswalks ::
:: even edge-pixels ::
i am not a robot
try (oh god): [my mother’s name] did he never stop loving her no (exhale)
try to try: [their anniversary] & realize I’ve never known it no
try: [name of the disease that killed him]
YOU HAVE RUN OUT OF TRIES
Megan Neville is a writer and educator based in Cleveland, OH. She is the author of Rust Belt Love Song (Game Over Books, 2019), and her work has appeared or is forthcoming in The American Academy of Poets (Poets.org), Cherry Tree, Cream City Review, Glass: A Journal of Poetry, Longleaf Review, and elsewhere. She is a poetry reader for Split Lip Magazine, and was a finalist in Write Bloody’s 2020 book contest. Follow her on Twitter @MegNev.