You Steal the Butcher Knife
because you were never more
than hands to boil the deer skulls,
a tongue to lick the blood that dried
between the creases of his knuckles.
Just bones to grip and flesh to fuck
on whiskey nights when his apartment
stank of you. Only a bale of wheat
left out in late November frost.
You call yourself a shrine, all thumbs
and forefingers and knees that bend
and bruise. You try to pull prayers
from his lips and wipe Gun Scrubber
from his wrists. You are not bait
apples or salt, you say. You’re no wooden shack.
You are sandstone hips, a broadhead,
rawhide skin. A boat-tail bullet.
You do not throw corn. A dull blade
won’t prove it, but you take it anyway.